"Love Letter"

i decided on a pretty act of betrayal .
when i set out to satisfy a simple desire .
my breath was like a wave on the beach .
pounding against arrogant rocks .
as soft as truth it self .

i decided to enjoy it, i scrubbed away .
my doubt and uncertainty about love .
but sometimes awareness in ugly .
even when it pretends to be pure .
and awareness showed me too .
how fierce disappointment ean be .